When Dustin and I were first married, I had no desire to be a mother. I didn't grow up necessarily wanting to be a mother. Not that I didn't pretend to be a mother to my baby dolls as a child but in reality, the desire was never truly there. I had no illusion about how easy it was to raise a child. I knew it was going to be hard work and when I was young, that simply didn't appeal to me. I was a very difficult child. I came from a hard place and thus I was a hard child to raise. There was no reason to desire raising a child like myself. My parents poured a lot of time, tears, and attention into me and it was never easy. However, Dustin and I agreed that we would at least have one child because he so desired to be a father. It's funny how time changes everything. I remember the point in our marriage when we decided that WE wanted children, not just Dustin. It was a visit to the Fort Wayne Children's Zoo among a few other events that helped triggered my desire. I remember having a conversation with Dustin indicating that visiting the zoo was getting a bit dull with just the two of us and that it might be time to consider adding a child so we could renew our interest in the zoo again. It's really quite silly but no less true. And so our journey began . . .
Fast forward eight years, and here we are, the proud parents of a bouncing eight year old boy (yep, he's still very bouncy) on his way to manhood along with four other equally important, equally wanted, equally prayed for children. Being a mother, I can imagine no greater honor on this Earth next to being a wife.
HAPPY 8TH BIRTHDAY TO MY GERIK! My compassionate spirit, my creative genius, my math whiz, and look out ladies, he's a looker (I am NOT biased! Just telling it like it is).
Moments like these make it so worth while. |
My baby "Boo" |
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